Getting Back the Rhythm

How appropriate that they call one of my favorite music genres R&B. Rhythm and Blues. If my life were a soundtrack, you would be hearing heart-thumping, heart-breaking, soulful melodies right now. I think I'm having the blues. You know how I know? I keep on sleeping and I don't really feel like getting up, even if I've exceeded the needed 8 hours of rest. I know I'll get out of this one of these days and get my rhythm back. So that's what I'm trying to do now -- getting the blues out and getting back the rhythm. Easier said than done. But since I resolve to stay true to my blog's tagline above, I will do my very best to choose to be happy. No matter what.

I really am having a hard time understanding and uh-huh, accepting the turn of events but well, even if I don't understand, I know that I should praise God still. I know he closed this door on me for a good reason. He was my main distraction and I did pray (before I found out) for God to take the feelings away if He was not the man He intends for me to marry. One hour after I was forced to do just that -- forget my feelings for him and just move on. One of my friends said maybe his purpose in my life is already finished -- to help me forget my former significant other. Mission accomplished on that one. Now I need to get over him -- the guy who helped me get over my ex.

This is getting to be depressing so I'm copying this from my ex's sister's blog just because it's 3am and I don't feel like sleeping yet.

FAVORITES, FAVORITES and More FAVORITES..

• Coffee.. Toffee Nut Latte and Coffee Jelly from Starbucks
• Color.. Right now, I'm loving white, blue, purple and black
  
• Chocolate.. Nestle Crunch, Cadbury Dairy Milk, Kisses, Any kind actually except those with coconut, orange, peppermint and dark chocolate
  
• Lutong bahay.. Adobo, Sinigang (na super asim), Pritong Isda
  
• Others under the "Food" category.. Oysters, cheese, KFC, Baked Ziti with white sauce and white pizza from Sbarro, Stuffed crust pizza from Pizza Hut, Yellow Cab Shrimp and garlic pizza, Gerry's sisig, Congo Grill's Nilasing na Hipon, UP Isaw, Manang's Inihaw and Pork Chop
  
• Music.. Praise and Worship songs, Pop R&B
  
• Sports.. Basketball
• Movie.. My Best friend's Wedding, Serendipity, Just Like Heaven, Pretty Woman, A Lot Like Love,
  
• Song.. Right now, Knees to the Earth by Watermark and Keep on Hoping by Raul Midon and Jason Mraz
• Flowers.. Long-stemmed roses
  
• Perfume.. Still by JLo, Miami Glow by JLo, Love in Paris
  
• Expression.. Fudge

WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOU'VE GOT THE BLUES?

• Pray / Talk to God
• Listen to Senti Songs
  
• Read
• Sleep
  
• Watch TV
  

WHAT DO YOU PREFER?

• Music or Sports? MUSIC
• The Beach or The Mountains? The BEACH.
• Rainy days or Sunny days? SUNNY DAYS.
• Victoria's Secret or Bath and Body Works? BATH AND BODY WORKS.
• Movie or Book? BOOK
• Fruits or Vegetables? FRUITS
• Read or Write? READ
• Leader or Follower? LEADER
• Listen or Speak? LISTEN (but I always end up speaking too)
  
• Slippers or Rubber shoes? RUBBER SHOES (but I know I'm more often in flipflops)
  
• Milk Chocolate, dark chocolate or White chocolate? MILK CHOCOLATE
  
• TV or radio? TV

SShh.. NOT MANY PEOPLE KNOW THESE THINGS ABOUT ME..

• I'm scared of heights. I have this recurring dream that I'm on an elevator that's out of control, going up and down really fast. Some nights the elevator is even made of glass so I can see how high the drop's going to be.
  
• There are days when I'm really really shy. I sometimes get really nervous calling someone I haven't met before.
• I used to sing well. I just don't know what happened. Hindi ito joke.
  
• I used to have crooked teeth. I also used to be so conscious because of it that I refused to show my teeth in pictures, which explains why in my grade school grad pic, I had a weird smirk on my face. (pinipilit kasi nila ako to smile more but I refused to open my mouth)
• I have a secret dream to be OC.

By the way, my iPod won't work. Nahawa ata sa iPod ni Mica . But my case is worse. My brother and I were listening to it last night. Battery was half full as I just charged it middle of the week and I haven't been using it as regularly as I used to so I know something was up when suddenly the iPod flashed that I needed to connect the iPod to a power source. When I charged it, nothing came out on the screen. Tried to turn it on, nothing happened. It's only four months old so that iPod better come back to life...